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SO HOW YOU LIKIN' YOUR TEAM ALEXIEL?

CHROME FOR MUKURO '^'

Annnd Sara for AS. I won't answer for Aeris because she is good ending.

So if Alexiel someday Setsuna'd it up on Katou and draped on him what would happen ...

Dream! He is due for something derptastic.

If we ran a heart for Knife RIGHT NOW what would some key features be?

Big sister. She isn't mother until after she unbirths Rosiel.

Nii on Carnelian?

. . . I think I just did this one. For you, actually.

GIVE ME SOMETHING ELSE.

UM SO THE UNEXPECTED HAPPENED I WAS PRETTY SURE THAT ACEDIA WOULD INTERNALIZE LUKE EVENTUALLY AS A MORAL CODE BUT INSTEAD DERA JUST SLID RIGHT IN THERE FOR NOW. Things could always change but essennnnttttiiiaaalllly he meant it. He's going to trust in Dera because wow he completely fucked shit up this past turn. It also includes being generally more honest and less of a liar -- s...so in some ways less nice. But it was like Dera cleared a major stage of roadblocks all in one go, so.

HE'S KIND OF IN SHOCK MODE RIGHT NOW and he'll eventually come around to . . . just. Feelings overload ~~and then go hide in Katou's head until he is ready to face the world~~ and will eventually remember that Dera said he loved him and oh god and what is this and how do I positive relation and jhgjfdvjhfadvjhafdhfhbfda.

rrreeeeverrrsseee...................... (and if you have any specific questions/parts of the relationship you wanted expanded ask '-'a cos that was an overview i guess)

He's. . . extremely unhappy. It's a lot of guilt and a lot of just . . . embarrassment? Mostly emotions he isn't familiar with at all and a lot of shock. He's sort of shocked from just reconnecting with himself and then his emotions and going from sociopathy back to his less-than-sociopathy. A LOT OF FEELINGS. He can hold it together with people he didn't . . . mess up with so non-teammates and such, but really he kind of wants to fall off the face of the earth. Shame, I guess? And before this he talked with Liberty and there was the point of "You don't trust yourself" that came up . . . and. . . now he's like. . . well. I guess I don't. A big blow to his confidence :|a and feelings of being in control of himself and I guess some shattered delusions.

Will this experience do anything to Dawn?

800 FEELINGS HAPPENED ALL OVER THE PLACE ON DAY 107-108. Acedia feels bad . . .

Mostly though the "Do you not trust yourself" has become true and his self-confidence is whacked and he might just . . . slide back into being more like earrrrlllyyy aather Acedia if he can.

hooowwww'''sss sssaaasssukkkeee

He doesn't really trust Acedia, but he doesn't mind him, either. He's not so invasive that Itachi can't evade and Acedia's kind of interesting just for the illusions thing if nothing else, but the philosophical bullshit is also kind of enjoyable. So he's willing to talk to him when he sees him. And to take food from him for quests.

What does Alexiel think of Carnelian?

Slow strangulation.

Selenia's first impressions of Aather!

POSITIVE AMBIVALENT? She likes Alois, Alena and Leo. She is neutral on Shuri. She thinks that Itempas is a bit of a dickbag but that isn't necessarily a turn-off or really even a negative trait ... and doesn't mind shanking him. She and Nii are too neutral at each other to garner an opinion yet.

But if anyone fucks with her shit she will probably kill them.

DO YOU LIKE ME LEO :U

Probably . . .

Who from Sieh's canon do you want mosst in Aather and what teams would you place them on?

POSITIVE AMBIVALENT? She likes Alois, Alena and Leo. She is neutral on Shuri. She thinks that Itempas is a bit of a dickbag but that isn't necessarily a turn-off or really even a negative trait ... and doesn't mind shanking him. She and Nii are too neutral at each other to garner an opinion yet.

But if anyone fucks with her shit she will probably kill them.

How would Itachi be different on another team, do you think?

There was definitely a second there where Dera just assumed Acedia had decided he sucked and was horrible. And another minute where he worried Acedia had gotten some final "NOW I AM A CRAZY ASSHAT FOREVERRRR" memory. But even then he wasn't going to just up and give up because Acedia's too much of a centerpiece in his life now.

The second he figured out it was because of a game just erased any negative feelings that might've been allocated to Acedia. (tho he will still be angry that Ruby was betting away pieces of themselves. FOOLS :U) But really he just . . . can't know that and place any blame for the things Acedia did on him. It's all the damn personae >( SO HE WAS VERY HONEST when he said they were okay.

re: love. It is a . . . kind of love? But it's sure as hell not the traditional ideal of it. It's unhealthy and crazy and built on obsession and codependence that's been helped along a lot by Allen cleaning up the room that represented their relationship a lot. \:D/ STRONG FEELINGS ARE HAPPENING YES but Dera is not the best person to actually identify what feelings he is feeling.

Now talk to me about his relationship with Dera vs the one with Luke :|a

Well, Josh is probably apping Dekarta (the younger), who is Sieh's . . . boyfriend/lover/yes. Deka would make a good knight. Beyond that, probably Yeine. She would do well on . . . gosh, maybe Peridot or Iolite. Ruby, possibly.

SO WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO READ MY CANON?

…'^' thoughts on our thread…

er as Viola I am too lazy to log out atm

. . . hm. It's harder now because before it was very much like. Dera was Ruby, his grounding in team and there was a weird dependency on that and the worry that he'd fuck up or their past would catch up with them, etc. Dawn was very much about like, independence from that, being bullheaded, making Acedia see things, a lack of that worry. And Acedia was making headway in realizing the 'miserable heaviness' that is 'love' with luke fon fabre, lol.

Bbbbbuuuuuutttt now Dera has become his own bond in a way. It's 'Wrath' and while Wrath-with-Ruby is part of that there is also just. A strong Wrath bond. And then an obligation and connection of that. A huge stabilizing feat, I guess. So now his relation with Wrath is basically working on Wrath assss a pillar in a way. Closer to an absolute bond for him haha.

Dawn is up in the air because the while Van thing was just a mess of them not understanding each other and Acedia feeling miserable about their relationship :|a GOOD TIME TO USURP MY MOTHER BOYFRIEND'S POSITION!!!!

What does Dera honestly think about the whole. Relationship . . . with Acedia . . . (And Acedia's uh. General. Promiscuity. . . I guess)

When it comes in at the Library.

Does Nii miss his castmates?

Nii misses Koumyou . . .

Does Alex have an opinion on Nii?

Not yet. TBH she doesn't have a real opinion on anyone yet. Maybe Lucifer. He gave her a sword and clearly wants something.

Does Nii know how crazy his team is?

A LITTLE HEARTBROKEN. She wants all the good things for Viola ;w; She was really kind of uwuguhuu when Viola was like IT'D BE OK AS LONG AS THEY WERE LOOKING AT ME because she has a lot of like . . . feelings on "looked at for a trait not the person". '-' She wants to love on Viola a lot and will punch anyone in the balls if they just look at Viola for a trait >:T!!!!!!!!!

Tell me about Hermana and Romance or her canon and romance...??

NOT . . . REALLY? I mean, he could rank them by how interesting or annoying he finds them, but lol. I mean, he has a sense now of what the "norm" is and that he doesn't fit it unless he makes a special effort, but that also means he doesn't really recognize how insane everyone on Carnelian is. It's normal for Carnelian, I guess. :|b

Anyone you'd like apped who isn't from one of your canons?

SO

what are acedia's thoughts on tavros so far?

He doesn't really think about it [the promiscuity and sexual aspects] . . . He does get some jealousy feelings if he dwells on it too long, but he also places a great deal of trust in Acedia to not, like, SLEEP WITH NII!!! :U idk he is pretty content with it. It feels easy and relaxed to him, but that's also because he . . . doesn't think about it. '-'a Would always like to have more attention from Acedia though.

Most negative feelings are also covered up by the cleaning Allen did in his heart. He is at times a little uneasy . . . He isn't so dense that he thinks Acedia manipulating him is okay, but he's also able to look past that to how much Acedia IS trying. :|a And how much Acedia does seem to value and care about him. So he's aware there are less than stellar aspects, but they aren't a relationship-destroying concern right now.

Does Acedia think Dera is idealizing his view of the relationship too much '-'a Does he even care?

This depends on how suddenly it happened. If she was all cool Alexiel cool Alexiel for a while, and then one day SUDDENLY SETCHAN, it would probably be OH GOD WHAT?! and then WHY?! and then he wouldn't know what to do with himself because he hasn't thought too hard on Setsuna being in Aather at all, never mind as a hot chick. Personal jesus =/= hot girl, nope.

He... has a general idea that there is a Setsuna/Alexiel connection because wingfruit memory, but he's nnnnnnnot entirely clear what that even IS, so something that blatant would just be the weirdest disconnect ever for him. Mmmmost of Katou's memories are Setsuna-centric, and if it finally clicked that Setsuna IS Alexiel, she'd inherit SO MANY FEELINGS. Less complicated than the Kiracifer ones in some ways because the history there is different and there is less of a, mmmm, sexual/romantic twist there. But Katou definitely has Feelings for Setsuna, and Carnelian would end up +1 Turquoise stalker. It wouldn't even matter that a) Alexiel can take better care of herself than he could, or b) she isn't ENTIRELY Setsuna, either. It's just that Setsuna's important, she's part Setsuna, and unless shown otherwise, it's less complicated having Feelings for HER than it is for Kiracifer.

....Of course, this is hypothetical and subject to change depending on how things are going at the time should said sudden Setchan-ing happen.

Side note: If he figures out Alexiel = Setchan and she starts ACTING LIKE HIM, she's going to gain that nickname.

Is Mukuro really going to go hide in Katou's brain? I FOR ONE THINK THIS IS AN EXCELLENT IDEA, but I'm curious!

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