QUESTION MEME

[adharma]

OK I BROKE 30K I AM ALLOWED.

For Acedia, Aeris and Alexiel.

I also NPC Sleeping Beauty, Cheshire Cat, Dream and Three of Three and will field questions about them as well, though I retain the right to ~ * spoilers * ~ not answer.

ASK ME THINGS. I will be picking at this for at least a week +A+!

Comments

[adharma]

. . . hm. It's harder now because before it was very much like. Dera was Ruby, his grounding in team and there was a weird dependency on that and the worry that he'd fuck up or their past would catch up with them, etc. Dawn was very much about like, independence from that, being bullheaded, making Acedia see things, a lack of that worry. And Acedia was making headway in realizing the 'miserable heaviness' that is 'love' with luke fon fabre, lol.

Bbbbbuuuuuutttt now Dera has become his own bond in a way. It's 'Wrath' and while Wrath-with-Ruby is part of that there is also just. A strong Wrath bond. And then an obligation and connection of that. A huge stabilizing feat, I guess. So now his relation with Wrath is basically working on Wrath assss a pillar in a way. Closer to an absolute bond for him haha.

Dawn is up in the air because the while Van thing was just a mess of them not understanding each other and Acedia feeling miserable about their relationship :|a GOOD TIME TO USURP MY MOTHER BOYFRIEND'S POSITION!!!!

What does Dera honestly think about the whole. Relationship . . . with Acedia . . . (And Acedia's uh. General. Promiscuity. . . I guess)

[righthandsmoke]

He doesn't really think about it [the promiscuity and sexual aspects] . . . He does get some jealousy feelings if he dwells on it too long, but he also places a great deal of trust in Acedia to not, like, SLEEP WITH NII!!! :U idk he is pretty content with it. It feels easy and relaxed to him, but that's also because he . . . doesn't think about it. '-'a Would always like to have more attention from Acedia though.

Most negative feelings are also covered up by the cleaning Allen did in his heart. He is at times a little uneasy . . . He isn't so dense that he thinks Acedia manipulating him is okay, but he's also able to look past that to how much Acedia IS trying. :|a And how much Acedia does seem to value and care about him. So he's aware there are less than stellar aspects, but they aren't a relationship-destroying concern right now.

Does Acedia think Dera is idealizing his view of the relationship too much '-'a Does he even care?

[adharma]

. . . He would actually understand it more if he was back to "use Dera cos he is easy" but . . . he doesn't think about it much. And he wouldn't care too much anyway. His closest relations in canon are people who follow him anywhere so '-'

Does Dera wish he knew anything about Acedia? Or what does he want more insight into I guess . . .