I DON'T CARE IF I JUST DID ONE SHUT UP

[adharma]

RELATIONSHIP AND SUCH POSSIBLY SEX MEME

Ask about our relationships. Or our sexsationships. Or both. I will try to use real words and full sentences.

I guess you could also just ask questions if you want.

OH YEAH I PLAY MUKURO, BREAK AND AERIS.

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[badmedicine]

:3

[adharma]

OK SO.

NII IS. . . COMPLICATED. PRE-SEXY... thoughts ... (unsure) There was a certain amount of like . . . Acedia figured Raven was in a parameter. A game playing parameter. He sort of saw the like. WELL THIS WILL BE A CHALLENGE and that mixed together with his impulsive....ness... to sort of break things/dominate them if he could. Essentially when it was like HUH CAN I INTIMIDATE and the answer was no he thought it became interesting.

And Raven kneed him in the nuts that one time and of course that's sexy another interesting thing. In some ways Acedia doesn't process getting beaten very well. He just sort of parses it as a movement in a game. The fact that Raven was interesting -- out of the normal for the average Aatherian -- and had thoughts/conversation he didn't mind was worth sticking around anyway. Acedia enjoys chatting and he enjoys people who are a bit odd. But the added WELL. I GUESS I DID NOT TOP THAT TIME fueled him to. try. harder.

BUT THE OTHER THING is really he's not . . . super comfortable with being topped or engaging in intimacy with people. Like he'll do it if he feels he knows them to whatever his comfort level is. And if he's in control or has provoked it he likes it a lot better. I GUESS THE BOTTOM LINE IS he has control problems and Raven definitely pushes those. Pretty hard. But because he's a bit of a whackadoodle Acedia doesn't take that as like wow that was uncomfortable I shouldn't do that. As again, I'LL JUST DO IT HARDER. Or I DEFINITELY WASN'T UNCOMFORTABLE. It loops back into his DON'T BACK DOWN. It's the same kind of feeling that got him in trouble with Riful, really. But this is where the whole, bad end handjob scenario came/happened from. The beginning of wow i should not do this sort of skipped over logic and looped back into power/dominance issues/control whatever and. yes.

Oh and I guess death threats and knives are kind of a turn on sometimes and powerplay is definitely a turn on EXCEPT WHEN IT ISN'T?!?!?!1




. . . and then Raven became sexy! Which. Acedia hated. He probably gained more negative feelings from that then he had for Raven before. Because he doesn't . . . because it's more out of control feelings than it was before? Acedia has pretty low "wow that is sexy i should tap that right now" feelings, despite having an active sex drive (to... an extent). So gaining them was like 6_9 terrible. Control issues. etc. Wanting things like that is kind of difficult for him.

AND THEN THERE WAS SEX. And it was the kind of sex he likes (...sometimes). But he was also with that feeling offff.... HE HATES THAT HIS SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH RAVEN IS BASICALLY "Well, Raven felt like it so he's allowing all of this to happen". It is distinctly "I am under this guy's thumb" and he loathes it. But he also kiiinnnddd of likes it? But he loathes it. So it's a mix of enjoy/hate/like/loathe with a side of sex :|b




i guesssssssss i'll ask for a reverse.

[followtheblackrabbit]

:D

[adharma]

OZ IS PRETTY SIMPLE RIGHT NOW. OZ IS TEAM, COOL.

He does (did?) think Oz was a bit emotionally weak and needed the sappy prop up. Mostly because he does remember his earlier interactions with Oz and bullying him :'D but has just. Re-remembered them not as they quite were (l-lol). So Oz is in the same category as Jacuzzi "nice, kind of squishy, probably needs some team support, whatever."

I guess he would also bang Oz but that's not part of the question.

IS YOUR REVERSE JUST AS EXCITING AS THIS!1

[andallthekingsmen]

For luke

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

[adharma]

. . .b. . . baby what is that face

[deadlyfurniture]

... hello...

[adharma]

REAL ANSWER COMING IN A BIT

but i may or may not have invited vriska to a game of murder that might involve you.

[odetojoy]

:o?

[adharma]

STUPID LIBERTY!!!!!!11111

Liberty is his closest friend! Acedia really. Enjoys Liberty a lot. At this point if Souya left, Acedia could still balance out okayly because Kaworu and Rolo are around. He trusts Liberty, which is weird and crazy and big. And would shank 400 bitches for Liberty \:D/

NOT A LOT HAS CHANGED EXCEPT THE 'I WOULD LIKE TO BANG YOU' thing. Though now that he is more settled and more like himself it is less of a pressing issue. And. Now he would honestly like to do Kanji so I guess \:D/;;;

THERE IS NOT A LOT TO SAY HILARIOUSLY sob. Cos Acedia is just dere and trusty for Liberty I guess.

[fraternalorders]

I kind of doubt much has changed, but I want to ask anyway, since I missed your last question meme. For Mukuro. And/or Aeris, I guess. :B

[adharma]

NOT REALLY. WE SHOULD THREAD MORE.

Mukuro is kind of /headtilt about Itachi's illusion seeing through skill.

Aeris just likes him as she generally does.

[h8ersgonnah8]

I DON'T THINK ANYTHING HAS CHANGED REALLY...???? WE HAVE A PRETTY SIMPLE/SHALLOW RELATIONSHIP I AM FAIRLY SURE? BUT FEEL FREE TO ELABORATE IF YOU SO DESIRE.

[adharma]

MURDERBUDDDIESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[justolder]

:)

[adharma]

screaming

[adharma]

I MEAN. OK.

After the heart game Acedia pretty much is like o yeah Hare is a cool guy and teammate whatever. CHILL OUT. And he would place Hare mostly in the Jacuzzi/Oz category. Squishy and someone to be taken care of.

BUT LIKE. SOMETIMES. KOUMYOU JUST. SURPRISES HIM?? and he gets all ... unbalanced and feels kind of ?_? and sometimes a bit topped and is just like rrgghhh no. And the tsundere Souya has been cultivating wants to show itself :T

re...verse... me...

[righthandsmoke]

Acediaaaaaa

[adharma]

screaming again

no ok. uh.

DERA IS DEFINITELY THE FAVORITE?? Like. The only person integral to "Acedia" is pretty much Dera. Souya is a sanity balancer but Dera is what really . . . holds the Acedia identity together :'D!1 lol. If Dera ever left he'd just fall apart and it would be terrible.

He also puts all of his team hopes on Dera -- even if he doesn't believe them. Which, right now, Acedia believes in Ruby again. But he didn't for a while and was just like la la la ok put this hope in Dera and watch him live it out THAT IS A FUNCTIONAL REALITY AND THEREFORE IS NOW REAL EVEN IF KNOW IT ISN'T. Which is terrible but whatever.

THE WHOLE ~DATING~ is . . . he thinks of it as kind of a formality for what is OBVIOUSLY ALREADY THERE DUH!!1 If Dera did want him to be exclusive tho he would probably agree to it. And then just slut around anyway. But he would try. Ish.

Dera has the most power over him, hilariously! If they ever had a HONEST TO GOD TRUE FIGHT Mukuro would probably capitulate because he can't stand it.

He would probably admit to loving Dera :|a esp if Dera asked cos he knows he needs to validate Dera's firstness. THO HONESTLY THAT KIND OF SURPRISES AND BOTHERS HIM AT TIMES because Kokuyou is really big on unspoken absolution so it's weird that Dera needs the reassurance and he's like ?_? ok. It does lower his opinion of Dera a bit despite Dera being. Necessary for his identity, idek man :'D!11

ACEDIA VIEWS DERA AS KIND OF FRAGILE AND A CUTE KID at times. L-lol. Like. I should probably protect Wrath cos otherwise he'll do stuff he regrets. He's hilariously big on people being themselves and doing stuff for themselves (a-as long as they are ultimately absolutely loyal to him and come back to him :'D!!11).

uhhhh. . . SEX WITH WRATH!1 Acedia is mostly. Into like. I PUT IT IN BECAUSE HE IS MINE \o/. And views it as like "I have sex with Wrath" and not "We have sex together" and is surprised any time it becomes that. Because he's cool. He likes sex with Wrath and is probably always a bit rough with it.

uhhmmm

DID I MISS ANYTHING

SINCE YOU OBVS SAW MY REPLY TO LUKE UP THERE

also reverse me

[fairlyheroic]

Hey bb talk to me about Aeris and Break on Zack.

[adharma]

AERIS FEELS BAD FOR ZACK ALL THE TIME AND WANTS TO MAKE HIM HAPPY :(. Having gotten one of her younger memories she was like o wow Zack really helped me out. And she knows she loved him enough to wait for four years -- her latter teenage years :'D -- for him. And knows he helped her out a lot and worries for him a lot.

Onnn thhheee otherrrr hannnddd. She also has a keen sense of 'other' sometimes and would be pretty ok if Zack and Guy ran off together into happy land somewhere and she went back to the Lifestream :|b

Break hartz Zack but he's going through tough times right now and pretty much shut down almost all of his avenues of functioning :'D!

[ganbareist]

@=³

[adharma]

what is that face

[lightmyfire]

>:?

[adharma]

SSSSSSSSSSSSSOMEHOW KAZU IS A FRIEND..............?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????//

like. Acedia wouldn't say yah Turn is my friend. But he's actually pretty comfortable with Turn. ENJOYS BANGING HIM . . .?? Doesn't mind him. Isn't prone to telling him stuff but .. . wouldn't mind being around Turn when upset. Which is a pretty good indicator :|bb

Somehow Citrine has become one of his favorite teams ???

. . . i can't remember if he knows Turn and Guy are together tho.

[iwantyour]

OMG FULL SENTENCES. I WANT SOME OF THOSE!

[adharma]

OK SO ACEDIA HAS (SOMEWHAT) ENTIRELY ACCEPTED THAT HE LIKES SOUYA. And has somewhat figured out that Souya is important to him. He is somewhat in denial about some things but what can you do.

Souya is no longer his sole sanity pin, but still the most important one. He's more likely, probably, to accept being sad!11 around Souya than Luke. Or if he had a choice. He lives with Luke so . . .

WAS PRETTY CONFUSED ABOUT SOUYA'S REACTION WHEN HE WAS A GIRL no lie. Somewhat amused. But it was also a big reminder that Souya cares and that was kind of 6_9. Because he doesn't like being reminded of that at all.

HE WOULD ASK SOUYA ROMANCE ADVICE IF HE KNEW HE NEEDED ROMANCE ADVICE. Talking to Souya once a day or every few days really helps him out. It's like. If he spends too much time away from his good influences he starts to float down the path of being a douche.

uhhh


he does worry about disappointing Souya sometimes. But doesn't know he worries about that most of the time. idk. stuff.

DID YOU HAVE A SPECIFIC QUESTION... also tell me about me 8(

[fallinflames]

So...

[adharma]

u n s u r e

HE DOESN'T REALLY GET SPITFIRE'S DEAL. Why bother to ask how he's doing. Why bother to be friendly at all? SPITFIRE IS ON VINCENT'S TEAM?? But he doesn't have a lot of impressions beyond that.

Sex . . . well. Why not. Also he s-saw it as a bit of a challenge. DON'T BACK DOWN MUKURO!!1 Even though he'd already had faarrr too many rounds of sex with Nii and was super tired.

And now he's embarrassed cos he made all the noises 8|;

[unfortunateson]

(unsure)

but we need to have a good long thread I THINK I FORGOT TO PICK UP THE GIRL MUKURO THREAD I WANNA DO THAT STILL

[adharma]

WE DO

YOU CAN PICK THAT UP OR I CAN JUMP YOU IN THE HONESTY GAME CONT. COS I WANTED TO BUT WASN'T SURE IF YOU WERE HONEST THREADED OUT.

[heteronormative]

:D?

[adharma]

god ok so at first it was like. oh liberty's boyfriend whatever. and he was only passingly interested because liberty is his bff or whatever. but then he and luke started gossiping about this whole like. exclusivity issue and everything and he actually talked to bones and was like haha this guy is great. Like, he sees why Liberty would call him interesting.

And then they talked more and it was like hahaha yeah definitely great. 'Cos Kanji's honesty is nice! And his sense of like. Proper. And just so forth. Also Acedia honestly likes Bones's hobbies cos he is somewhat interested in that as well.

NOW LIKE. threesomewise. Acedia was mostly "i want to bang liberty and this is how i can do it :'D" but then. Again. As his opinion of Bones went up it was like :3c and then. In the honesty game. Bones kind of topped him a bit so he was like 6_9 uh. And likes Bones enough to just like. Respect his wishes in a way? ( I mean also being Liberty's boyfriend gives Bones a +25 always HA HA HA )

So. yes.

Did you have specific questions :|aaa

Also reverse me.