ARE YOU ASKING IF BREAK LOVES YOU COS HE DOES. The thread they had where he was like yiss prz to ordering me IS VERY TRUE. AND PRETTY MUCH REPRESENTS THE CORE OF HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS SHARON. She's been in three of his memories now, iirc. And they have just been OVERWHELMING FEELINGS OF CARE AND LOVE. The poisoning memory had some complications in it but in general the only feelings he remembersss are the dere ones.
Break himself has settled into a tsundere wrapped in Break candy shell as a personality right now. So he does have a few trolling tendencies but not . . . as many. Whenever he's with Sharon he just wants to pile her with love though -- I. I assume someday one of us will start getting more memories of being co-trolls though (S. . . someday!?) and maybe that will shake it up.
Sugataaaa "firing" Break also sort of changed Break->Sharon in a way that he can sort of dump whatever complication problems he was having. He would still have a difficult time choosing between them but Sharon is Sharon and now he remembers her also being a tiny adorable girl (THE CUTEST TINY!!!!!!!!) so. . . yes :x
STILL HONESTLY HAS NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL WITH SHARON! SOMETIMES HAS FRETTING MOMENTS ABOUT THIS! Also just has fretting moments in general cos ahjbksj sharon! But it is a heavy worry to him and he has these moments of like. WOW I AM A COMPLETE FAILURE AND CLEARLY FAILED AT EVERYTHING I EVER ASPIRED TO DO BEFORE HOW CAN I DOES SHARON!?!?!? But well. Can't live like that so!!!!!
Well okay, he's gotten one dere memory back of being in a home and belonging, which he's sort of applied to Sapphire in that sort of MY PEOPLE SO I WILL DO NICE THINGS FOR THEM!! ... except he's still very (unsure) about Tamaki because he's new and also because Tamaki is kind of a spectacular idiot and accused him of being a SPY!! for Ruby which to me is hilarious since a red sapphire is a ruby but. But he has two very good paternal figures that sort of together combine to have the same sort of influence Mana did in canon. AND THEN MARIE TOPPED HIM SOME SO HE WAS LIKE "HOW DOES I MOTHER FIGURE \o_o/" which was pretty good for him! So slowly (v...ery slowly...) he's starting to loosen up! He still backtracks a lot and is touchy as hell about certain issues, but he has also kind of grumpily settled into the idea that MAYBE I CAN DO SOME GOOD :|a MAYBE I COULD BE A GOOD PERSON :|a UGH BUT I NEED TO LEARN TO PEOPLE FIRST!! On the other hand, then he got back his DEBT MEMORIES which has sort of reinforced his tsun at the world.
Basically I need to find a knight for him to hit up to quest for a deck of cards, and then he's going to challenge people to poker games to kick their asses and feel better about himself.
HE IS. . . doing all right. THE SORT OF WOW I AM A GIANT FUCK UP is still hanging over him but it . . . will do that for the rest of his life and because he hasn't gotten that memory back it is bothering him less than it could. He has some worries -- castmates in Aather, Vincent!!!!!!!!!!, Nii :/, the general politics of everything, blah blah LOTS AND LOTS OF EVERYTHING ON THE MIND. He's super stressed out. But also in a mostly good place emotionally besides the SOUL CRUSHING GUILT AND LACK OF SELF WORTH. :|a so I guess, pretty good...?
IN MY HEART WE FINALLY GET A LAINSWORTH ARC HELL YEAH!! I feel like it's vaguely moving in that direction? Or maybe I am just projecting my hopes and dreams. :( But I trust Mochizuki to follow up on the whole implication that now Gil is the oldest surviving Nightray GUESS THIS MEANS HE IS A DUKE NOW!! and the political consequences. So if not a Lainsworth in general arc, I hope/imagine there'd at least be more revealed about the political clockwork that keeps the PH ruling houses running. Maybe we'll find out about Shelly! Gosh I hope we find out about Shelly. :(
Canonically, how soon do you think Break's ultimate fate will catch up to him. :|a
HM. I DON'T REALLY KNOW. Because it could be narratively stalled for a while because of how he's out of commission for longer periods of time now per use of his chain and so forth and so on. Though I expect it will either happen during a Lainsworth arc or closer to end game :|b Depending on if he will continue to be a fail knight and actually fail out yet again. Or if he'll do something Useful and fulfilling in terms of Alice's request.
. . . sooooo. . . will Sharon be surprised that Break and Zack are sort of things together. Now that. She. May be watching fromt he shadows.
P...ROBABLY A LITTLE? It is not like she's a stranger to the idea of two guys together since lol Kaworu! But Break and Zack sort of occupy that place in her mind where it's like ... trying to imagine your older siblings having sex and you're aware that it happens but thinking about it is like :S MIXED FEELINGS!1 On the other hand, Sharon is a shipper and she will probably be all right with it once she thinks it over in her own mind for a bit. SHE BELIEVES IN THE POWER OF ~LOVE~ AFTER ALL! Mostly she'll just be peeved that neither Break nor Zack told her. :'(
Do you think Break would notice the spying if she didn't tell him what skill she got back ...
EVERYTHING!!111! ... well okay so I've been a DGM fan for like mumblemumble BEFORE HOSHINO'S FIRST MAJOR HIATUS!! and Allen's been one of my favorite characters for like ever. 8( Only my primary fandom outlet was fic and somehow I could never write him as-was with his polite quasi Victorianness. And by the time I got into RP in period everyone was already playing him everywhere, so it was like \o_o/ WELL OKAY THEN!
Now I get to play him and it is kind of fabulous. :( I AM HAPPY yay Terra's happy even if she is THE MOST SELF-CONSCIOUS AHHH!1! Mostly I am convinced no one is actually looking except for the people I am threading with at the time and then I am like. "Yay."
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ARE YOU ASKING IF BREAK LOVES YOU COS HE DOES. The thread they had where he was like yiss prz to ordering me IS VERY TRUE. AND PRETTY MUCH REPRESENTS THE CORE OF HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS SHARON. She's been in three of his memories now, iirc. And they have just been OVERWHELMING FEELINGS OF CARE AND LOVE. The poisoning memory had some complications in it but in general the only feelings he remembersss are the dere ones.
Break himself has settled into a tsundere wrapped in Break candy shell as a personality right now. So he does have a few trolling tendencies but not . . . as many. Whenever he's with Sharon he just wants to pile her with love though -- I. I assume someday one of us will start getting more memories of being co-trolls though (S. . . someday!?) and maybe that will shake it up.
Sugataaaa "firing" Break also sort of changed Break->Sharon in a way that he can sort of dump whatever complication problems he was having. He would still have a difficult time choosing between them but Sharon is Sharon and now he remembers her also being a tiny adorable girl (THE CUTEST TINY!!!!!!!!) so. . . yes :x
STILL HONESTLY HAS NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL WITH SHARON! SOMETIMES HAS FRETTING MOMENTS ABOUT THIS! Also just has fretting moments in general cos ahjbksj sharon! But it is a heavy worry to him and he has these moments of like. WOW I AM A COMPLETE FAILURE AND CLEARLY FAILED AT EVERYTHING I EVER ASPIRED TO DO BEFORE HOW CAN I DOES SHARON!?!?!? But well. Can't live like that so!!!!!
How is Mr Walker doing!
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Well okay, he's gotten one dere memory back of being in a home and belonging, which he's sort of applied to Sapphire in that sort of MY PEOPLE SO I WILL DO NICE THINGS FOR THEM!! ... except he's still very (unsure) about Tamaki because he's new and also because Tamaki is kind of a spectacular idiot and accused him of being a SPY!! for Ruby which to me is hilarious since a red sapphire is a ruby but. But he has two very good paternal figures that sort of together combine to have the same sort of influence Mana did in canon. AND THEN MARIE TOPPED HIM SOME SO HE WAS LIKE "HOW DOES I MOTHER FIGURE \o_o/" which was pretty good for him! So slowly (v...ery slowly...) he's starting to loosen up! He still backtracks a lot and is touchy as hell about certain issues, but he has also kind of grumpily settled into the idea that MAYBE I CAN DO SOME GOOD :|a MAYBE I COULD BE A GOOD PERSON :|a UGH BUT I NEED TO LEARN TO PEOPLE FIRST!! On the other hand, then he got back his DEBT MEMORIES which has sort of reinforced his tsun at the world.
Basically I need to find a knight for him to hit up to quest for a deck of cards, and then he's going to challenge people to poker games to kick their asses and feel better about himself.
OTHER THAN THE SHARON STUFF, HOW IS BREAK DOING!!
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ANY GUESSES ON THE NEXT ARC OF PH?
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Canonically, how soon do you think Break's ultimate fate will catch up to him. :|a
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. . . sooooo. . . will Sharon be surprised that Break and Zack are sort of things together. Now that. She. May be watching fromt he shadows.
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P...ROBABLY A LITTLE? It is not like she's a stranger to the idea of two guys together since lol Kaworu! But Break and Zack sort of occupy that place in her mind where it's like ... trying to imagine your older siblings having sex and you're aware that it happens but thinking about it is like :S MIXED FEELINGS!1 On the other hand, Sharon is a shipper and she will probably be all right with it once she thinks it over in her own mind for a bit. SHE BELIEVES IN THE POWER OF ~LOVE~ AFTER ALL! Mostly she'll just be peeved that neither Break nor Zack told her. :'(
Do you think Break would notice the spying if she didn't tell him what skill she got back ...
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. . . hmmm. . . no. Maybe he would if he had his own chain back idk idk idk my bff chain logic. B-but no. . .
SO, PLAYING ALLEN WALKER ON THE INTERNET. WHAT IS THE BEST PART!!!!
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Now I get to play him and it is kind of fabulous. :( I AM HAPPY yay Terra's happy even if she is THE MOST SELF-CONSCIOUS AHHH!1! Mostly I am convinced no one is actually looking except for the people I am threading with at the time and then I am like. "Yay."
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