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LONG ANSWER.
Short answer is that he's holding it together but is definitely sort of doing the walk around being crazy. He's adding more things like lying for the sake of lying and other power/self control things into his daily behaviour. He just took another memory -- one that confirms he is kind of a terrible murdering sort of dickhead. Which he is chill about but . . . probably won't tell people about it because he has FEELINGS ON BEING JUDGED!!!!! A lot of different parts of his life are sort of . . . to him they feel like they're falling out of control a bit and he's like not coping well. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, COPING REALLY WELL WITH EVERYTHING???? idk idk idk my bff mukuro.
KAWORU'S THOUGHTS ON DATING?
Short answer is that he's holding it together but is definitely sort of doing the walk around being crazy. He's adding more things like lying for the sake of lying and other power/self control things into his daily behaviour. He just took another memory -- one that confirms he is kind of a terrible murdering sort of dickhead. Which he is chill about but . . . probably won't tell people about it because he has FEELINGS ON BEING JUDGED!!!!! A lot of different parts of his life are sort of . . . to him they feel like they're falling out of control a bit and he's like not coping well. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, COPING REALLY WELL WITH EVERYTHING???? idk idk idk my bff mukuro.
KAWORU'S THOUGHTS ON DATING?
Doesn't actually hate Oz at all? Usually most of his bitchitude comes from Mukuro being Mukuro orrrrrrr he feels like Oz doesn't like him so he might as well be a dick. So, in terms of personal like/dislike he doesn't have a lot of feelings on that so much as apathy/hurt :Db
ACTUALLY LET ME CHANGE THAT. TELL ME ABOUT HOW AATHER!OZ DIFFERS FROM CANON!OZ!
ACTUALLY LET ME CHANGE THAT. TELL ME ABOUT HOW AATHER!OZ DIFFERS FROM CANON!OZ!
HELLO.
ARE YOU ASKING IF BREAK LOVES YOU COS HE DOES. The thread they had where he was like yiss prz to ordering me IS VERY TRUE. AND PRETTY MUCH REPRESENTS THE CORE OF HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS SHARON. She's been in three of his memories now, iirc. And they have just been OVERWHELMING FEELINGS OF CARE AND LOVE. The poisoning memory had some complications in it but in general the only feelings he remembersss are the dere ones.
Break himself has settled into a tsundere wrapped in Break candy shell as a personality right now. So he does have a few trolling tendencies but not . . . as many. Whenever he's with Sharon he just wants to pile her with love though -- I. I assume someday one of us will start getting more memories of being co-trolls though (S. . . someday!?) and maybe that will shake it up.
Sugataaaa "firing" Break also sort of changed Break->Sharon in a way that he can sort of dump whatever complication problems he was having. He would still have a difficult time choosing between them but Sharon is Sharon and now he remembers her also being a tiny adorable girl (THE CUTEST TINY!!!!!!!!) so. . . yes :x
STILL HONESTLY HAS NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL WITH SHARON! SOMETIMES HAS FRETTING MOMENTS ABOUT THIS! Also just has fretting moments in general cos ahjbksj sharon! But it is a heavy worry to him and he has these moments of like. WOW I AM A COMPLETE FAILURE AND CLEARLY FAILED AT EVERYTHING I EVER ASPIRED TO DO BEFORE HOW CAN I DOES SHARON!?!?!? But well. Can't live like that so!!!!!
How is Mr Walker doing!
ARE YOU ASKING IF BREAK LOVES YOU COS HE DOES. The thread they had where he was like yiss prz to ordering me IS VERY TRUE. AND PRETTY MUCH REPRESENTS THE CORE OF HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS SHARON. She's been in three of his memories now, iirc. And they have just been OVERWHELMING FEELINGS OF CARE AND LOVE. The poisoning memory had some complications in it but in general the only feelings he remembersss are the dere ones.
Break himself has settled into a tsundere wrapped in Break candy shell as a personality right now. So he does have a few trolling tendencies but not . . . as many. Whenever he's with Sharon he just wants to pile her with love though -- I. I assume someday one of us will start getting more memories of being co-trolls though (S. . . someday!?) and maybe that will shake it up.
Sugataaaa "firing" Break also sort of changed Break->Sharon in a way that he can sort of dump whatever complication problems he was having. He would still have a difficult time choosing between them but Sharon is Sharon and now he remembers her also being a tiny adorable girl (THE CUTEST TINY!!!!!!!!) so. . . yes :x
STILL HONESTLY HAS NO IDEA HOW TO DEAL WITH SHARON! SOMETIMES HAS FRETTING MOMENTS ABOUT THIS! Also just has fretting moments in general cos ahjbksj sharon! But it is a heavy worry to him and he has these moments of like. WOW I AM A COMPLETE FAILURE AND CLEARLY FAILED AT EVERYTHING I EVER ASPIRED TO DO BEFORE HOW CAN I DOES SHARON!?!?!? But well. Can't live like that so!!!!!
How is Mr Walker doing!
JERK asking me the HARD QUESTIONS.
Aather!Oz is actually pretty different from canon!Oz FOR ONE, he has pretty much cleared the identity issues and is cruising cool on that. Oz is very firmly set in being his own person and is comfortable with his own decisions in this regard. He is Oz and Oz is who he is. If he remembers things that he's not really okay with he just kind of decides what he wants to do about it and that's that.
On that note as well he's a lot more conscious about how he handles his issues than he is in canon. Basically, he's remembered two people so far giving him kind of verbal lashings about being hypocritical and not taking care of himself so he's kind of like 'oh, I guess I had problems with that. I should fix it!' Now granted he's not the best at fixing it, because Oz's natural instinct is to put the desires of other people before himself, but he is trying to kind of make a more concentrated effort toward it so it's something he's more aware of?
ALSO, Ruby has had the excellent influence of making him angrier. Oz in canon doesn't really get angry! Shit goes down and it's very hard to get him to rage unless there is a lot of crap happening. But due to being around Dera, Aather!Oz is a lot more inclined to just yell at someone when he gets pissed off, and also winds up feeling pissed off more often. I mean it's not super noticeable but I like to think that he's a lot more inclined to get frustrated with people in canon.
Uum . . . what else. I feel like also he's a bit slower in developing h is sort of prankster sadist side. Oz in canon playfully punches and abuses people he cares about, and while Aather!Oz does remember some of this, he's not quite back into the swing of it? Like he doesn't understand why he'd punch people though verbally teasing them is something he's getting more into the swing of.
I THINK. That is about it. unless you want to get into the different interpersonal relationship stuffs and blahblah.
Talk at me about Aeris and Elliot's broship? :D
Aather!Oz is actually pretty different from canon!Oz FOR ONE, he has pretty much cleared the identity issues and is cruising cool on that. Oz is very firmly set in being his own person and is comfortable with his own decisions in this regard. He is Oz and Oz is who he is. If he remembers things that he's not really okay with he just kind of decides what he wants to do about it and that's that.
On that note as well he's a lot more conscious about how he handles his issues than he is in canon. Basically, he's remembered two people so far giving him kind of verbal lashings about being hypocritical and not taking care of himself so he's kind of like 'oh, I guess I had problems with that. I should fix it!' Now granted he's not the best at fixing it, because Oz's natural instinct is to put the desires of other people before himself, but he is trying to kind of make a more concentrated effort toward it so it's something he's more aware of?
ALSO, Ruby has had the excellent influence of making him angrier. Oz in canon doesn't really get angry! Shit goes down and it's very hard to get him to rage unless there is a lot of crap happening. But due to being around Dera, Aather!Oz is a lot more inclined to just yell at someone when he gets pissed off, and also winds up feeling pissed off more often. I mean it's not super noticeable but I like to think that he's a lot more inclined to get frustrated with people in canon.
Uum . . . what else. I feel like also he's a bit slower in developing h is sort of prankster sadist side. Oz in canon playfully punches and abuses people he cares about, and while Aather!Oz does remember some of this, he's not quite back into the swing of it? Like he doesn't understand why he'd punch people though verbally teasing them is something he's getting more into the swing of.
I THINK. That is about it. unless you want to get into the different interpersonal relationship stuffs and blahblah.
Talk at me about Aeris and Elliot's broship? :D
NOT REALLY. I don't think we've had a conversation of consequence since the last relatiomshippy thing. IF MUKURO KNEW KONATSU AND DUSK WERE A THING there might be a slight change but he's still working out what he actually thinks of Asch. ALSO I GUESS SINCE KONATSU WAS ALREADY A FLOATER ON THE ACEDIA RANKING SCALE Mukuro getting crazier doesn't change Konatsu's status :|a
ANY CHANGES ON YOUR SIDE???
ANY CHANGES ON YOUR SIDE???
UNIMPRESSED, SOMEWHAT SYMPATHETIC, MASSIVELY CONFUSED, occasionally really pissed off.
Basically he thinks THINGS COULD BE DONE BETTER, but thanks to talking to Firebird he is beginning to understand that they really are NOT human, and in a way he compares them to Chains! Like, he knows Humpty Dumpty could only exist in their world through his contract. THAT IS WEIRD, IT MAKES NO SENSE??? but it seems to be an accepted fact. He is figuring out Personae have similar 'facts' that prevent logic, and it's really frustrating, but also rarely worth railing against. AT THE SAME TIME he can't accept that as an excuse for everything. but since he doesn't know what all these 'facts' are, he is never really sure what he should be angry about and what is beyond them, and THAT IS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT PISS HIM OFF!!!
Overall though, he views the Personae as individuals, so he doesn't have a lot of strong feelings on 'personae' so much as the individual persona.
What are the chances now that Acedia would go out and kill someone after getting topped by Dera and Luke.
Basically he thinks THINGS COULD BE DONE BETTER, but thanks to talking to Firebird he is beginning to understand that they really are NOT human, and in a way he compares them to Chains! Like, he knows Humpty Dumpty could only exist in their world through his contract. THAT IS WEIRD, IT MAKES NO SENSE??? but it seems to be an accepted fact. He is figuring out Personae have similar 'facts' that prevent logic, and it's really frustrating, but also rarely worth railing against. AT THE SAME TIME he can't accept that as an excuse for everything. but since he doesn't know what all these 'facts' are, he is never really sure what he should be angry about and what is beyond them, and THAT IS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT PISS HIM OFF!!!
Overall though, he views the Personae as individuals, so he doesn't have a lot of strong feelings on 'personae' so much as the individual persona.
What are the chances now that Acedia would go out and kill someone after getting topped by Dera and Luke.
MR. WALKER IS THE MOST TSUNDERE EVER THE END!!
Well okay, he's gotten one dere memory back of being in a home and belonging, which he's sort of applied to Sapphire in that sort of MY PEOPLE SO I WILL DO NICE THINGS FOR THEM!! ... except he's still very (unsure) about Tamaki because he's new and also because Tamaki is kind of a spectacular idiot and accused him of being a SPY!! for Ruby which to me is hilarious since a red sapphire is a ruby but. But he has two very good paternal figures that sort of together combine to have the same sort of influence Mana did in canon. AND THEN MARIE TOPPED HIM SOME SO HE WAS LIKE "HOW DOES I MOTHER FIGURE \o_o/" which was pretty good for him! So slowly (v...ery slowly...) he's starting to loosen up! He still backtracks a lot and is touchy as hell about certain issues, but he has also kind of grumpily settled into the idea that MAYBE I CAN DO SOME GOOD :|a MAYBE I COULD BE A GOOD PERSON :|a UGH BUT I NEED TO LEARN TO PEOPLE FIRST!! On the other hand, then he got back his DEBT MEMORIES which has sort of reinforced his tsun at the world.
Basically I need to find a knight for him to hit up to quest for a deck of cards, and then he's going to challenge people to poker games to kick their asses and feel better about himself.
OTHER THAN THE SHARON STUFF, HOW IS BREAK DOING!!
Well okay, he's gotten one dere memory back of being in a home and belonging, which he's sort of applied to Sapphire in that sort of MY PEOPLE SO I WILL DO NICE THINGS FOR THEM!! ... except he's still very (unsure) about Tamaki because he's new and also because Tamaki is kind of a spectacular idiot and accused him of being a SPY!! for Ruby which to me is hilarious since a red sapphire is a ruby but. But he has two very good paternal figures that sort of together combine to have the same sort of influence Mana did in canon. AND THEN MARIE TOPPED HIM SOME SO HE WAS LIKE "HOW DOES I MOTHER FIGURE \o_o/" which was pretty good for him! So slowly (v...ery slowly...) he's starting to loosen up! He still backtracks a lot and is touchy as hell about certain issues, but he has also kind of grumpily settled into the idea that MAYBE I CAN DO SOME GOOD :|a MAYBE I COULD BE A GOOD PERSON :|a UGH BUT I NEED TO LEARN TO PEOPLE FIRST!! On the other hand, then he got back his DEBT MEMORIES which has sort of reinforced his tsun at the world.
Basically I need to find a knight for him to hit up to quest for a deck of cards, and then he's going to challenge people to poker games to kick their asses and feel better about himself.
OTHER THAN THE SHARON STUFF, HOW IS BREAK DOING!!
So far Elliot is the only person who wins against Aeris like. MORE THAN ONE TIME A THREAD. HE WINS AT AERIS MULTIPLE TIMES IN A THREAD!!! It is kind of weird! Elliot has a GOOD HEAD ON HIS SHOULDERS!!!!!! But he is also a stupid boy which Aeris loev. She love stupid boys so much.
Elliot also knows she is dead! She also knows he is dead! They have a dead kids club! IDK he is like her best friend in Aather because there isn't the like LOL WAS HERE BEFORE or LOL KNEW YOU BEFORE things and he is a great guy and the kind of guy she can tell stuff to and they can hang out and idk idk she loev Elliot.
SO. OZ AND GIL. OZ'S POSSESSIVENESS. AATHER. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO TELL ME ALL ABOUT THIS :3!!!!
Elliot also knows she is dead! She also knows he is dead! They have a dead kids club! IDK he is like her best friend in Aather because there isn't the like LOL WAS HERE BEFORE or LOL KNEW YOU BEFORE things and he is a great guy and the kind of guy she can tell stuff to and they can hang out and idk idk she loev Elliot.
SO. OZ AND GIL. OZ'S POSSESSIVENESS. AATHER. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO TELL ME ALL ABOUT THIS :3!!!!
. . .
Well likelihood to go kill someone random is very low now. But in terms of like people he would kill anyway it's about the same.
DAWN CAN'T STAY IN AATHER AND CAN'T GO HOOMMMEEE where would he go :|a If it's with Dusk, just assume Dusk would go where Dawn would . . .
Well likelihood to go kill someone random is very low now. But in terms of like people he would kill anyway it's about the same.
DAWN CAN'T STAY IN AATHER AND CAN'T GO HOOMMMEEE where would he go :|a If it's with Dusk, just assume Dusk would go where Dawn would . . .
RIGHT NOW? ...with Acedia. To keep tabs on Acedia's craziness. But it might change based on a lot of stuff (like Guy wanting to go somewhere else).
HOW DOES ACEDIA FEEL ON THE POSSIBILITY OF LIVING IN AATHER FOREVER EVEN ONCE RUBY HAS DISSOLVED AND THIS IS OUR WORLD NOW!!
HOW DOES ACEDIA FEEL ON THE POSSIBILITY OF LIVING IN AATHER FOREVER EVEN ONCE RUBY HAS DISSOLVED AND THIS IS OUR WORLD NOW!!
HE IS. . . doing all right. THE SORT OF WOW I AM A GIANT FUCK UP is still hanging over him but it . . . will do that for the rest of his life and because he hasn't gotten that memory back it is bothering him less than it could. He has some worries -- castmates in Aather, Vincent!!!!!!!!!!, Nii :/, the general politics of everything, blah blah LOTS AND LOTS OF EVERYTHING ON THE MIND. He's super stressed out. But also in a mostly good place emotionally besides the SOUL CRUSHING GUILT AND LACK OF SELF WORTH. :|a so I guess, pretty good...?
ANY GUESSES ON THE NEXT ARC OF PH?
ANY GUESSES ON THE NEXT ARC OF PH?
IN MY HEART WE FINALLY GET A LAINSWORTH ARC HELL YEAH!! I feel like it's vaguely moving in that direction? Or maybe I am just projecting my hopes and dreams. :( But I trust Mochizuki to follow up on the whole implication that now Gil is the oldest surviving Nightray GUESS THIS MEANS HE IS A DUKE NOW!! and the political consequences. So if not a Lainsworth in general arc, I hope/imagine there'd at least be more revealed about the political clockwork that keeps the PH ruling houses running. Maybe we'll find out about Shelly! Gosh I hope we find out about Shelly. :(
Canonically, how soon do you think Break's ultimate fate will catch up to him. :|a
Canonically, how soon do you think Break's ultimate fate will catch up to him. :|a
. . . unsure. He remembers Chrome and Ken and Chikusa enough that . . . it would bother him. But he's also not sure how that would work, the EXACT STATE OF THINGS back home. Since he was really sure he was dead. But then he saw Dera's MUKURO IS COMING!!!!! memory so now he's like ??? maybe he died and was haunting or whatever HE DOESN'T KNOW. But it's weird. Also orderwise he's sort of tossing the fact that his memories might be in a different order than he expected and it's a bit 8|........... But right now he's far far far more Ruby than he is Kokuyou! He knows that. It's just a weird situation. It is also kind of something he really wants though. But also . . . stuff. . . yes.
Sugata's thoughts on Amethyssssst?
Sugata's thoughts on Amethyssssst?
HM. I DON'T REALLY KNOW. Because it could be narratively stalled for a while because of how he's out of commission for longer periods of time now per use of his chain and so forth and so on. Though I expect it will either happen during a Lainsworth arc or closer to end game :|b Depending on if he will continue to be a fail knight and actually fail out yet again. Or if he'll do something Useful and fulfilling in terms of Alice's request.
. . . sooooo. . . will Sharon be surprised that Break and Zack are sort of things together. Now that. She. May be watching fromt he shadows.
. . . sooooo. . . will Sharon be surprised that Break and Zack are sort of things together. Now that. She. May be watching fromt he shadows.
Gosh.
P...ROBABLY A LITTLE? It is not like she's a stranger to the idea of two guys together since lol Kaworu! But Break and Zack sort of occupy that place in her mind where it's like ... trying to imagine your older siblings having sex and you're aware that it happens but thinking about it is like :S MIXED FEELINGS!1 On the other hand, Sharon is a shipper and she will probably be all right with it once she thinks it over in her own mind for a bit. SHE BELIEVES IN THE POWER OF ~LOVE~ AFTER ALL! Mostly she'll just be peeved that neither Break nor Zack told her. :'(
Do you think Break would notice the spying if she didn't tell him what skill she got back ...
P...ROBABLY A LITTLE? It is not like she's a stranger to the idea of two guys together since lol Kaworu! But Break and Zack sort of occupy that place in her mind where it's like ... trying to imagine your older siblings having sex and you're aware that it happens but thinking about it is like :S MIXED FEELINGS!1 On the other hand, Sharon is a shipper and she will probably be all right with it once she thinks it over in her own mind for a bit. SHE BELIEVES IN THE POWER OF ~LOVE~ AFTER ALL! Mostly she'll just be peeved that neither Break nor Zack told her. :'(
Do you think Break would notice the spying if she didn't tell him what skill she got back ...
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