. . . question meme . . .

[adharma]

Because apparently I do everything Aviy asks me to. It has been embarrassingly short since I did the last one, don't mock me.

YOU NOW THE DRILL, ASK ME SOMETHING I ANSWER AND THEN ASK YOU SOMETHING IN RETURN AND WE GO ON FOR ~INFINITY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I play Acedia/Mukuro, Aeris and XERXES BREAK!!1 (Formerly, Pride).

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[reducedtoasch]

Com... plicated...

Prior to that conversation, Dusk saw Acedia as this Ruby person that he should avoid because he's been told by Dawn and Konatsu that he's kinda complicated and has a warped view on life and all this other stuff that made Dusk disinclined to interact with him ever. He would have kept on doing that except he ran into Acedia while at one of his lowest points and ended up just ranting at him about all of his negative feelings about himself ever. Which was super relieving for him at that moment because he really needed to get all of that out TO someone... but also super bad for all of his built up self-esteem/self-view so far because Acedia basically agreed with him. If he had talked to anyone else at that low point I am pretty sure they would have been able to make him feel better or smacked him out of it but Acedia was just lolk.

AFTER THAT CONVERSATION I wouldn't say... Dusk likes Acedia because he doesn't, but he does kind of... appreciate him? In that he can get out all of his horrible Asch feelings to him and not feel bad about them- everyone else he has 'Asch'd' at basically went 'wow Dusk what is wrong with you' which is a smaller part of the reason why he rejects all of his Asch aspects so hard because it's very obviously not him to everyone who knows him. ... Except it is because he isn't perfect and he does get angry and frustrated about things but he has to hide them because BOUTS OF ANGER isn't what Dusk does.

... I WENT ON A TANGENT but basically Acedia has offered him this outlet for all the negative sides to himself he doesn't want other people seeing from him and like all of his bad decisions in life he is going to take it!! And continue to tell himself that this is okay because neither of them are particularly invested in each other and he's just satisfying Acedia's curiosity about his past life that he kind of has too. TOTALLY HEALTHY.

I type too much WAIT DOES MUKURO KNOW THAT ASCH WAS AN IRRATIONALLY ANGRY ASSHOLE IN THE PAST how will he react to that if he doesn't...

[adharma]

HE HAS NO IDEA ASCH WAS.

. . . he would feel less irritated at Asch!

So someday mukuro is going to share his childhood memory with Asch :'D; predictions on reaction?

[reducedtoasch]

... I am not entirely sure but I thiiink Acedia would get to watch Dusk go into one of his little anger fits because the idea that someone else was subjected to that sort of thing really does make him ANGRY AT THE WORLD and stuff. Aaaafter that I am not sure but probably a little less faith in humanity and more talking about how general things suck to Acedia. RIDING THE TRAIN BACK TO ASCH-WORLD.

HOW IS BREAK HANDLING COHABITATION.

[adharma]

HE HATES IT but rolls with it. As opposed to Mukuro who hates it and i guess traumatizes people.

THOUGHTS ON THIRDS :B?