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Heaaarttt Write-Up
LAZY.
THIS WAS BASICALLY A MAINTAINING/MECHANISMS HEART. Which is why it tried to kill you a lot. His mechanisms are not very good at like differentiating "good" and "bad" thoughts so much.
THE FOYER. Which is actually just down the hall from the room where his first heart was! Someday maybe we won't start in this house. Maybe.
NOTABLE ITEMS
The paper!
[ it looks like a five year old has been punished into writing things they won't do . . . "I will not break people's fingers without their permission." "I will not break people's fingers even with their permission." "I will not stab teammates." "I will not stab Dawn's friends because that makes people angry." "I will not drop ponies on people for no reason." etc ... ]
This was changed by both Yayoi and Nii, but CC removed it. So the change is kind of negligible.
The shadows!
Distorted! But malleable and not real shadows. This has to do with like PEOPLE AND ACEDIA'S PERCEPTIONS OF PEOPLE AND BLAH BLAH. Souya made them more correccttt.
The photos!
Were feelings. . . but in that sort of like. Contained (framed, behind glass, etc). Nii dropped Wrath's picture and broke the glass but CC fixed that. The change is mostly that Acedia's feelings on CC are a little less in their compartment but it isn't a huge change or particularly bad.
OUTSIDE - the lake
HILARIOUSLY THE SECTION WITH THE MOST EASILY CHANGEABLE STUFF.
The lake is a lake of feeelsss it also has a guardian -- a giant snake. If you got a coin from the foyer you could pilot the boat and the snake won't eat you. If you don't have a coin the snake will try to eat you. (The red coin will take you diagonally and the pink one will take you forward. PINK IS FOR KAWORU!1 and the straight. . . is because Acedia feels more like he has direct conversations with Kaworu. Red is for like most of his Ruby feels which he feels are more indirect).
NOTABLY Yayoi almost got eaten here but got saved by the dogrilla and then waited for it. Increased protective feelings for Turquoise, particularly in a violent sense. There is also an association of familiarity but nothing specific.
- THE CARNIVALS
There are two. ONE IS SEX AND ONE IS VIOLENCE. One is guarded by a . . . bird and the other by a younger Acedia.
Though the SexCarnival is actually hilariously misleading WHOOPS.
+ DOLLHOUSE is more of a suggestion box. Since Acedia generally has very few THINGS I WOULD DO IN SEX!1 impulses on his own. But most of the things Nii suggested he will probably shoot down on his own.
+ FEELINGS WATER/TARGETS haha . . . mostly just jumbled up his sex feels (good and bad). Which. HE IS OFTEN EASILY JUMBLED ANYWAY on his feels so. Yes.
OH YEAH THE BIRD BEING GONE mostly opens up that section more. It's not locked away. So there is less separation and compartmentalizing.
THE BACK ROOM
The original entrance to the heart! If you try to clean the Wheel of Life it will kick you down into the jail.
The Wheel of Life was cleaned by Yayoi and Souya which lifts mood and self-perception but the pieces missing (Karma and the Three Poisons) are still . . . MIA.
THE HIGH ROOM
Mostly a wait space with an interaction. Bbbut also one of the spaces occupied by a version of Acedia which isn't involved in the push/pull of the vandalism or cleaning in his heart! This section is pretty much just a DIE section. Confronting the Acedia here will probably result in death.
DEATH LABYRINTH
8D; how his thoughts often go. THERE IS NO GOOD PATH. THE RIGHT PATH IS ALSO WRONG. FRUSTRATION. But if you keep at it you can get through -- so just by continuing to move through it you'll be rewarded and also reinforce DO STUPID FAILURE-Y PAINFUL THINGS -- which is good. Because often he is just like WELL BOTH CHOICES SUCK WHY WOULD I DO EITHER. So KK, Kaworu and Luke's move through was good.
. . . except KK and Luke also got frustrated and broke shit. ADMITTEDLY NEITHER TOOK THE 'RIGHT' ROUTE but. Yanno. That is often how Acedia feels THERE IS NO RIGHT ROUTE 8(. Luck pretty much dictates shit doesn't it!1 ANYWAY.
PRESENTATION
PRISSSSSSSOOOOOOONNN.
Which isn't a metaphor so much as a memory space. Though the ANGRY GIRL which is supposed to be MM but he can't quite remember her (and she doesn't represent MM anyway) is TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE. Basically no i don't like you.
C...CC kept staying there which w...wore it down a little.
Dog and Cat were Ken and Chikusa! Like they were in the last heart. Yayoi taking them with her strengthened good relations! It also does let them out into other spaces than 'memory' but it's fine to do so.
THE KEY HOLDER
Where you go if you die enough and/or are killed by the right NPC. Chrome! She is the head manager of keeping shit tidy and clean in Acedia's heart. SHE IS PRETTY WORN DOWN and taking a breather. She can send you anywhere in the heart!
KK pretty much bolstered Chrome and raised trust in Wrath! (Also in the 'pay attention to the internalized Wrath bits'). CC got a boost in comfort and familiarity.
Hibari got a boost in familiarity.
SCIENCE
It's another mechanism for dealing THE PAST!1 Notably there is the BEGINNING OF "Well, other people may or may not be bad but I'll just BE THE TRAP FIRST AND THEN KILL THEM and it will be great" was there. But then Souya gave him a teddy bear shirt so.
Yes.
HALL OF FACES
Is a catalog of CR! Important CR to Acedia anyway.
LABYRINTH
Is full of death and explained above.
KOKUYOU
Is the memory of beating Hibari more or less given some more space. So, it isn't true at all either 8D;
OH WHOOPS I FORGOT AN OVERALL. /edits in now.
MOSTLY SMALL CHANGES but it has sort of. Moved shit around. Feels are stretching their legs and mechanisms are shifting/were broken so. Yes. IDK if any of it will be necessarily Noticeable.
THAT WAS SO LAZY i guess i also take questions.
THIS WAS BASICALLY A MAINTAINING/MECHANISMS HEART. Which is why it tried to kill you a lot. His mechanisms are not very good at like differentiating "good" and "bad" thoughts so much.
THE FOYER. Which is actually just down the hall from the room where his first heart was! Someday maybe we won't start in this house. Maybe.
NOTABLE ITEMS
The paper!
[ it looks like a five year old has been punished into writing things they won't do . . . "I will not break people's fingers without their permission." "I will not break people's fingers even with their permission." "I will not stab teammates." "I will not stab Dawn's friends because that makes people angry." "I will not drop ponies on people for no reason." etc ... ]
This was changed by both Yayoi and Nii, but CC removed it. So the change is kind of negligible.
The shadows!
Distorted! But malleable and not real shadows. This has to do with like PEOPLE AND ACEDIA'S PERCEPTIONS OF PEOPLE AND BLAH BLAH. Souya made them more correccttt.
The photos!
Were feelings. . . but in that sort of like. Contained (framed, behind glass, etc). Nii dropped Wrath's picture and broke the glass but CC fixed that. The change is mostly that Acedia's feelings on CC are a little less in their compartment but it isn't a huge change or particularly bad.
OUTSIDE - the lake
HILARIOUSLY THE SECTION WITH THE MOST EASILY CHANGEABLE STUFF.
The lake is a lake of feeelsss it also has a guardian -- a giant snake. If you got a coin from the foyer you could pilot the boat and the snake won't eat you. If you don't have a coin the snake will try to eat you. (The red coin will take you diagonally and the pink one will take you forward. PINK IS FOR KAWORU!1 and the straight. . . is because Acedia feels more like he has direct conversations with Kaworu. Red is for like most of his Ruby feels which he feels are more indirect).
NOTABLY Yayoi almost got eaten here but got saved by the dogrilla and then waited for it. Increased protective feelings for Turquoise, particularly in a violent sense. There is also an association of familiarity but nothing specific.
- THE CARNIVALS
There are two. ONE IS SEX AND ONE IS VIOLENCE. One is guarded by a . . . bird and the other by a younger Acedia.
Though the SexCarnival is actually hilariously misleading WHOOPS.
+ DOLLHOUSE is more of a suggestion box. Since Acedia generally has very few THINGS I WOULD DO IN SEX!1 impulses on his own. But most of the things Nii suggested he will probably shoot down on his own.
+ FEELINGS WATER/TARGETS haha . . . mostly just jumbled up his sex feels (good and bad). Which. HE IS OFTEN EASILY JUMBLED ANYWAY on his feels so. Yes.
OH YEAH THE BIRD BEING GONE mostly opens up that section more. It's not locked away. So there is less separation and compartmentalizing.
THE BACK ROOM
The original entrance to the heart! If you try to clean the Wheel of Life it will kick you down into the jail.
The Wheel of Life was cleaned by Yayoi and Souya which lifts mood and self-perception but the pieces missing (Karma and the Three Poisons) are still . . . MIA.
THE HIGH ROOM
Mostly a wait space with an interaction. Bbbut also one of the spaces occupied by a version of Acedia which isn't involved in the push/pull of the vandalism or cleaning in his heart! This section is pretty much just a DIE section. Confronting the Acedia here will probably result in death.
DEATH LABYRINTH
8D; how his thoughts often go. THERE IS NO GOOD PATH. THE RIGHT PATH IS ALSO WRONG. FRUSTRATION. But if you keep at it you can get through -- so just by continuing to move through it you'll be rewarded and also reinforce DO STUPID FAILURE-Y PAINFUL THINGS -- which is good. Because often he is just like WELL BOTH CHOICES SUCK WHY WOULD I DO EITHER. So KK, Kaworu and Luke's move through was good.
. . . except KK and Luke also got frustrated and broke shit. ADMITTEDLY NEITHER TOOK THE 'RIGHT' ROUTE but. Yanno. That is often how Acedia feels THERE IS NO RIGHT ROUTE 8(. Luck pretty much dictates shit doesn't it!1 ANYWAY.
PRESENTATION
PRISSSSSSSOOOOOOONNN.
Which isn't a metaphor so much as a memory space. Though the ANGRY GIRL which is supposed to be MM but he can't quite remember her (and she doesn't represent MM anyway) is TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE. Basically no i don't like you.
C...CC kept staying there which w...wore it down a little.
Dog and Cat were Ken and Chikusa! Like they were in the last heart. Yayoi taking them with her strengthened good relations! It also does let them out into other spaces than 'memory' but it's fine to do so.
THE KEY HOLDER
Where you go if you die enough and/or are killed by the right NPC. Chrome! She is the head manager of keeping shit tidy and clean in Acedia's heart. SHE IS PRETTY WORN DOWN and taking a breather. She can send you anywhere in the heart!
KK pretty much bolstered Chrome and raised trust in Wrath! (Also in the 'pay attention to the internalized Wrath bits'). CC got a boost in comfort and familiarity.
Hibari got a boost in familiarity.
SCIENCE
It's another mechanism for dealing THE PAST!1 Notably there is the BEGINNING OF "Well, other people may or may not be bad but I'll just BE THE TRAP FIRST AND THEN KILL THEM and it will be great" was there. But then Souya gave him a teddy bear shirt so.
Yes.
HALL OF FACES
Is a catalog of CR! Important CR to Acedia anyway.
LABYRINTH
Is full of death and explained above.
KOKUYOU
Is the memory of beating Hibari more or less given some more space. So, it isn't true at all either 8D;
OH WHOOPS I FORGOT AN OVERALL. /edits in now.
MOSTLY SMALL CHANGES but it has sort of. Moved shit around. Feels are stretching their legs and mechanisms are shifting/were broken so. Yes. IDK if any of it will be necessarily Noticeable.
THAT WAS SO LAZY i guess i also take questions.