QUESTION MEME

[adharma]

OK I BROKE 30K I AM ALLOWED.

For Acedia, Aeris and Alexiel.

I also NPC Sleeping Beauty, Cheshire Cat, Dream and Three of Three and will field questions about them as well, though I retain the right to ~ * spoilers * ~ not answer.

ASK ME THINGS. I will be picking at this for at least a week +A+!

Comments

[adharma]

I LEFT THEM ALL AS NUMBERS FOR A REASON!!!!!!!

It's getting Nanatsuya from the cave tho.

Do you understand my problems luke ...

[heliokleptic]

I FIGURED IT WAS BECAUSE YOU WANTED PEOPLE TO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY WERE WHEN PICKING, NOT AFTER THEY WERE PICKED '-'

...which... problems...

Also does this mean she knows Lucifer = Nanatsusaya = lol

[adharma]

. . . which of my problems do you know, is a better question I guess.


Shhhheeee knows some of it yes :|a probably an imperfect understanding of it but enough.

[heliokleptic]

WELL

For one I guess Dawn can't really organize problems very clearly. like throws basically anything that isn't ordinary rationality into 'crazy'. But he is pretty good at understanding the motives behind those actions.

So it's more like a series of unfortunate events...

Acedia was tortured as a child and the other mafia families attacked him instead of saving him >> Acedia hates the mafia

Acedia was tortured as a child >> Acedia doesn't care if he gets hurt

Acedia's life has always been horrible >> Acedia has a lot of nightmares

Acedia has never been around people much and doesn't examine his feelings >> Acedia doesn't know how to feelings

Acedia is an illusionist who lives through lies >> Acedia has a hard time with truth

The only thing Acedia has ever trusted or relied on were chikusa and ken >> team is really important to Acedia

Acedia has never has his feelings of love called that >> Acedia doesn't get love

Those are... some of the main ones. These are of course very simple (and sometimes just wrong) explanations, but they're how Luke sees them, and he generally right about the outcome, if not the cause. When he CAN'T see a cause he has a harder time recognizing the outcome as a problem tho. For example, he doesn't think of Acedia's thing with Nii as rape waiting to happen, cuz even tho it's sort of weird in that Acedia only seems to frustrate himself with it, he doesn't really know where it comes from, and assumes it's just some weird mindgame... But without knowing the origin of that it's just like 8|a? *Shrug*?

DAWN WINS AND VAN LEARNS TO LOVE HIM. what Acedia do.

[adharma]

You're very cute, Luke.

. . . uhhhhhhhhh. gosh. It probably depends on whether or not he and Dawn have sorted themselves before then. LIKE. HONESTLY???? He doesn't have a huge amount of problem with Van. There is the initial BLUGH IM ANGRY but that is really literally nothing compared to his burning hatred of the mafia. And really he can set that aside so he can set this aside as well \:D/

The other issue is 'does Van make dawn happy or sad' and if it is sad it is to the shank pile. But I assume this would only make Dawn happier. So it pretty much clears Van from the shankpile but also pretty much tips the scales into deep insecurity.

So yes 8|a really hinges on where they are.

What would Dawn do if Van learned to love him . . .

[heliokleptic]

oh god

jump into the ice cold deep end and never look back 8D;

HE WOULD JUMP FEET FIRST AND HE WOULD LOOK but he would... still jump....

And therapists everywhere would put their head in their hands and cry...

There is basically no way for Dawn to have a truly healthy relationship with Van. Even if Van was genuinely repentant and genuinely loved him, it doesn't change the fact that Dawn is basically brainwashed to love him and he is central to every single one of Dawn's defining issues. The only healthy relationship they could have would be if Dawn rejected him, because that would meant Dawn has self worth enough to realize that regardless of Van's regrets he basically build and systematically destroyed Luke for his own purposes, without a shred of guilt. And that that isn't acceptable or the foundation for any kind of happiness!

But he will never be healthy enough to reject him so any kind of 'positive' relationship would still be fundamentally mindbendingly terrible. Doesn't really matter if it was sexual, parental, or friendship.

BUT Dawn would not only do it but he would defend Van the entire way 8D;

i think i am out '-'.....

[adharma]

. . . sigh, baby. this is why it's a problem he's not dead.

[heliokleptic]

NOT FOR YOU, since you can't think that far ahead.

[adharma]

ok that's true

but

you know