IT'S BEEN A MONTH

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QUESTION MEME ASK ME SHIT AND THEN I ASK YOU SHIT IN RETURN AND IT'S AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF JOY.

Because you know I can't shut up.

I play Acedia (Mukuro Rokudou) and Aeris. Annnnddd I NPC Dream, Three, Beauty and Cheshire Cat!

And sometimes I mod, when I'm bored of throwing spitballs at Zazzle.

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Unnnhappy.... but it is like . . . AS ALWAYS WITH HIM KIND OF TRIPLE SIDED sigh.

On one hand! He is essentially doing "better". There has been a pretty large internal shift going on even before the strangling incident. Basssically since he stopped taking his memories like 10 days ago or whatever lol. The beginnings of an internal system of some kind have been in the making.

Onnn the other hand! He's pretty much in the shit hole about Ruby. He's convinced Dera broke up with him, but is also buying into the IF IT ISN'T SAID IT'S OKAY LA LA LA delusion, but he also kind of knows it's a delusion so erugh. He's okay with Luke and Yukio as both have established themselves as "comfort points". He realized he has no idea about Konatsu ever, like, on an actual "Oh I don't . . . know or understand him at all . . ." which just makes him feel a bit lost and he is also 95% sure Konatsu hates him or would rather he not be around. UNSURE ABOUT CELTY but not negatively. Annnddd he has no idea what Oz is talking about half the time and so he is just like is Oz dumb or is this one of those Acedia don't get normalcy things!1

Bbbuttt on the other other hand he's also like. Well, Dera must care about me somewhat so it is okay, that can be salvaged by ignoring the issue. Also still loves Ruby forever and ever and he's gettttinnggg more. . . distanced . . . from Mukuro. It's a pretty big schism, now. So "Ruby" will always be a positive even if he feels shitty. Somehow. Convoluted :T

THERE ARE A LOT OF OTHER THINGS... SORT OF... bleugh. But those are the big ones, I think.

... how about for dera...