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Acedia // Mukuro Rokudou ([personal profile] adharma) wrote2011-09-01 09:57 am
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QUESTION MEME

I broke 20k I am allowed.

ASK ME THINGS if I was in your question meme and it is my turn and I forgot you can punch me too. I play Acedia/Mukuro and Aeris. And I NPC Dream, Beauty, Three of Three and Cheshire Cat. I guess I am also a mod so you can ask me game questions but I reserve the right to just reply in keysmashes.
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[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-01 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't wait to finish off his memories from the period where he was without the death note. It'll be fun to see how this changes him.

Tell me about Mukuro and sex. Just in general.
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[personal profile] adharma 2011-09-01 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Mukuro does a lot of routing with his FEELINGS!1 and stuff. Part of it is just because he processes elliptically and part of it is because he had a traumatic childhood and kind of self-protects a lot.

Sexxx has become one of his main routes now. Riful pretty much set the pattern of him attempting to route negative emotions (like fear and powerlessness) as well as some of his control and dominance issues into sexually charged activities. This was pretty much reinforced by the fact that he could get power and dominance out of sexually exploiting gil which was important to him when he was really floundering. Also it sort of . . . he felt closer to Gil \:D/ in some really weird way.

For Mukuro ruining someone's life/being cruel to them/whatever isn't exclusive to liking them. He ruins like 2 people in canon who he really likes so

lololol.

I GUESS TOO I SHOULD MENTION that physical touch is really . . . oddly wired for Mukuro. So like. He gets absolutely no pleasure from the touch that most people do (on a psychological sense) so he doesn't pair a lot of physical affection directly with feeling good. It skews his view on sex a lot because sexual pleasure is neither 'good' nor 'bad' in that sense it just is sexual pleasure. All the pleasure he gets from sex (in terms of psychological affection or whatever) is all mental so the disconnect there isss yeah.

So far all of his regular sexual relations have to do with "what am I getting out of this" or "what am I trying to get out of this." SOMETIMES IT IS KIND OF CONFUSING like comfort sex is confusing. And like, with Nii, he intellectually realizes he can't ever 'win' but that feeling of NEEDING TO is sort of. Overriding that :'D;; much to his own frustration.

And then a lot of other things with like offers and encounters . . . Mukuro issss relatively incapable of saying no. Especially directly. Anything he views as a challenge he will pretty much accept as well. He doesn't back down and he has little value for a lot of things other people do. Which means in sex if the offer is there it's pretty rare he'll back down. Even if he doesn't want to have sex then.

He is hilariously uncomfortable with physicality unless he can use it to his own power but whenever that comes up he's like FUCK THAT and charges forward instead of pulling back because he's. . . . Him . . . He's also kind of bodyshy lol so IN GENERAL THE SEX SITUATION IS ALWAYS FULL OF BAD DECISIONS BUT HE DOES IT ANYWAY c-cos that is how he rolls.

Why a bunny. Like why not a teddy bear . . .?
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[personal profile] iwantyour 2011-09-01 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
BECAUSE THERE'S A BUNNY ON THE MOON!!1

(I am canonblind, I was just passing by)
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[personal profile] iwantyour 2011-09-01 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
IT'S TRUE ISN'T IT?

[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-01 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
. . . yes but that's not the point.

[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-01 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Right so . . . let me link short things that will explain. There's a rabbit on the moon and a raven in the black spots of the sun bottom panel and top panels of the next page. "You and I are like the darkness of night and the moon" this page and the next. Oh, and he also keeps his sutra sewn up inside of the rabbit, to hide it. BASICALLY it's kind of a representation of Koumyou.

Quick you have to make a NEW personae. Who is it?
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[personal profile] adharma 2011-09-02 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
THE WOLF FROM LITTLE RED RIDINGHOOD, DUH.

How is lighto

[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-02 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
Light is okay! He is still learning about his team and Aather (while also trying to make sense of his memories), so that will keep him busy for a while. He will go out to MAKE FRIENDS soon.

WHY THE WOLF? Are you going to eat us all, aj?
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[personal profile] adharma 2011-09-02 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
MAYBE I WILL. THAT'S SPOILERS.

What are some of Nii's turn ons.

[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-02 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
Powerplay is the big one that keeps on giving. Everything else kind of trickles down from there. It's also more fun if there was manipulation involved, in some form.

Tell me about . . . Beauty's turn ons? YES I ASKED THIS TO HURT YOU
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[personal profile] adharma 2011-09-02 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
I AM UNPHASED.

Beauty is a typical romansu sort of girl. FLOWER PETALS, ONE KNEE PROPOSALS, WHITE HORSES, ETC.

Is Nii aware of like "I am doing this Oh So Terrible thing" or is he doing things he knows others find wrong but dun curr cos it works for him...

[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-02 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Mooore the second? If I am understanding what you're asking. The more memories he gets back and the more he sees of normal social interaction, the more he knows that his actions/lack of affect are not normal. So yes, he's at the point where he is aware that what he does is something that others might find wrong but doesn't really care . . . he himself doesn't conceive it as terrible, though, but he might admit to something being so if confronted with it. Most of his actions are taken with a goal in mind or because he's bored, but it's never "I'm bored so I will do a terrible thing" but "I'm bored so I will do something to keep myself occupied". (Note that I do giggle oocly about Nii doing terrible things, but that doesn't reflect what's going on ic.)

Tell me what characters you would like to see in aather? It doesn't have to be canonmates or people you would want to play.
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[personal profile] adharma 2011-09-02 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
MOSTLY CANONMATESSSS

I am selfish and want chrome and tsuna and tseng :(a

DO YOU HAVE THIRD PLANS.

[personal profile] badmedicine 2011-09-04 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
YES AND NO? I am the kind of person who has trouble getting excited about rp unless I am planing to app someone/have a character in the queue. So even if I don't have plans, I am always looking for someone to app? If that makes sense. Right now I am looking for someone who is a little outside my normal type in Aather. I want a character that is basically good, but is a huge dick in some way. Sort of the anti-hero model, I guess. Crazy or somehow wrong in the head is a plus, but not completely necessary. An anti-villain would be okay, too. (Although I guess I'm already kind of running the redemption model with Light, but Light isn't openly a dick to people, which makes it a little less fun for me.)

IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A LIST I have actually thought of apping Zaphikel (Angel Sanctuary), Donna Noble (Doctor Who), Tseng (...), Gesicht (Pluto), and John Constantine (Hellblazer).

RECOMMEND A SERIES FOR ME TO WATCH/READ?
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