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MY LAST ONE WAS ALMOST A MONTH AGO.
I play Aeris on Sterling, Break on Amethyst, Mukuro on Ruby and then I sometimes play the Personae Beauty, Dream, Cheshire Cat and Three of Three.
I play Aeris on Sterling, Break on Amethyst, Mukuro on Ruby and then I sometimes play the Personae Beauty, Dream, Cheshire Cat and Three of Three.
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DAWN IS PRETTY SOLIDLY 'THE BOYFRIEND' in a way that Dera isn't. Part of that is because Dera is part of the BLUGHMYRUBYFEELINGS and all that other stupid Acedia shit and Dawn is just like. That guy I guess whatever /dereflops on. So Dera is still more "important" but Dawn has his own fucking category you loser.
Acedia has really like. Gone back and forth on Dawn? He swings between "Well, Dawn is sad, I should do something" to like "well fuck me I can't do anything and if he doesn't ask for it, I won't give any help". Which is where he is now, v like when he bothered Souya to help out or whatever. Since Dawn doesn't have a lot of demands from him (like LOVE ME or whatever) it is just like ... :/a eh.
he is back into '-' wanting a ruby pile.
OH BUT HE DOES HAVE THAT Konatsu->Asch->Dawn chain problem i guess lol.
REVERSE ME 8(
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DAWN ALSO GOES BACK AND FORTH ON ACEDIA but instead of it being his love for Acedia or his desire to help him it's more his feelings of. Worth? Patience? Desire for returned affection? Honesty? His LOVE NEVER DROPS but depending on his mood, or how things have been going, or what kind of memories he's received lately, or how bad Acedia has been, his ability to tolerate douchery fluctuates. He never MEANS to get cranky and just, leave. But sometimes he hits a wall of 'WELL I AM NOT GOING TO ACT LIKE THIS IS UNIMPORTANT AND MOVE ONTO ANOTHER TOPIC SO I GUESS I AM LEAVING'. And sometimes he is just like lol you're such an asshole anyway what else is up? =D?
OTHERWISE YES. IDK. The most painful part of not having a sense of touch is not being able to feel boyfriend. You are going to get super molested when he has it back. IT'S ACTUALLY A PLAN. IN HIS HEAD: THINGS TO DO WHEN I CAN FEEL AGAIN: #1) ALL THE SEX WITH ACEDIA. but he's still in this pretty zen mindset that comes from a sense of unreality and not having slept much at all for like four days. it's REALLY HARD to disturb him right now, but it's not hard to make him mildly upset in ways he can't quite cope with well.
But he doesn't want Acedia to suffer from LACK OF HUGS just because Luke can't feel hugs anymore so he's trying to do physical touchy things he thinks Acedia finds comforting.
He was also embarrassingly distressed to not be sleeping with acedia for like three days.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF DAWN DID ASK YOU TO LOVE HIM
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Except then think about it a fair amount :/ maybe talk with Kaworu. MAYBE ASK ROMANTIC ADVICE FROM SOMEONE!1
Uhmm. Everyone Dawn loves is booked. What do.
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seriously there isn't much you can do to really permanently shatter or disturb Dawn at this point. He's perpetually prepared for loss.
what are your bluhrubyfeelings right now