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MY LAST ONE WAS ALMOST A MONTH AGO.
I play Aeris on Sterling, Break on Amethyst, Mukuro on Ruby and then I sometimes play the Personae Beauty, Dream, Cheshire Cat and Three of Three.
I play Aeris on Sterling, Break on Amethyst, Mukuro on Ruby and then I sometimes play the Personae Beauty, Dream, Cheshire Cat and Three of Three.
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So Dera is STILL THE FAVORITE! Though Acedia is pretty convinced Dera would ditch him for Konatsu so he is like '-';;; on the inside.
HE IS TRYING HARD '-' ie why he decided to sort of tell Dera about misadventures with Peridot, etc. But he doesn't really know how to do this SORT OF HONEST RELATIONSHIP THING and has this growing realization that he's too much of a fuck up and EVERYTHING IS RUINED FOREVER OMG. And then he decides to ignore those feelings cos he is Mr Self Delusional and EVERYTHING WILL BE MAGIC OKOK let's kill some hos.
There are a lottt offff like. Dera is still where his RUBY!1 feelings are and sort of other issues that complicate it. He's trying to break that off, really, migrate his feelings elsewhere. But Mukuro is such a group dependent personality he doesn't know what to do if he doesn't have that groupdere but essentially his groupdere isn't functioning the way it should and it's CAUSING HIM STRESS |(.
UH IF YOU HAVE SPECIFIC QUESTIONS ABOUT CHANGES IN THE RELATIONSHIP ASK. Also reverse me.
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That really sums up all of Scowl's feelings on the relationship at present. He does still care a lot about Mukuro, and still places him in the top spot of his mental hierarchy. It's just that Konatsu is ALSO in that top spot and has been for a while, and while he wants Mukuro's affection and to support him, he wants to win Konatsu's approval and for Konatsu to be proud of him. And obviously there is gonna be overlap between what he wants from both of them, but those are the primary things, and he feels like those things are in conflict. :|a KONATSU DISAPPROVES OH NO WHAT DO!!! BUT IF I CHANGE RELATIONSHIP MUKURO WON'T LIKE ME SO MUCH OH NO WHAT DO!!!11
And that conflict aside, he really doesn't want to upset Mukuro—he's not at a point yet where he feels like the relationship isn't working. If anything, he's hoping that it is and that he is helping Mukuro to stop being as much of a tool as he might otherwise be, so overall he's okay with things as they are. Aside from the Konatsu-Mukuro conflict.
What will Mukuro do if Dera gets broken in the corruption heart game.
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It's pretty likely he'll make a decision on either a) sticking extra close to Dera or b) stepping off cos he knows he is BAD AT FIXING PEOPLE!1 and leave it to people who are better at it. And then he will go on a bad decision dinosaur quest and/or hunt down Dream and shank the fuck out of him.
Don't get broken I don't want to playercest '-'
Top Five Things Dera wants to know?
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1. How many bones Acedia had broken.
2. Who broke them.
3. How to get dynamite without Konatsu or Luke finding out (surprisingly not actually relevant to the first two wants)
4. All of Mukuro's lies (and at the same time doesn't want to know either)
5. The best way to keep Mukuro happy and not being a toolface to everyone
Same question for Mukuro :|aa