So Dera is STILL THE FAVORITE! Though Acedia is pretty convinced Dera would ditch him for Konatsu so he is like '-';;; on the inside.
HE IS TRYING HARD '-' ie why he decided to sort of tell Dera about misadventures with Peridot, etc. But he doesn't really know how to do this SORT OF HONEST RELATIONSHIP THING and has this growing realization that he's too much of a fuck up and EVERYTHING IS RUINED FOREVER OMG. And then he decides to ignore those feelings cos he is Mr Self Delusional and EVERYTHING WILL BE MAGIC OKOK let's kill some hos.
There are a lottt offff like. Dera is still where his RUBY!1 feelings are and sort of other issues that complicate it. He's trying to break that off, really, migrate his feelings elsewhere. But Mukuro is such a group dependent personality he doesn't know what to do if he doesn't have that groupdere but essentially his groupdere isn't functioning the way it should and it's CAUSING HIM STRESS |(.
UH IF YOU HAVE SPECIFIC QUESTIONS ABOUT CHANGES IN THE RELATIONSHIP ASK. Also reverse me.
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So Dera is STILL THE FAVORITE! Though Acedia is pretty convinced Dera would ditch him for Konatsu so he is like '-';;; on the inside.
HE IS TRYING HARD '-' ie why he decided to sort of tell Dera about misadventures with Peridot, etc. But he doesn't really know how to do this SORT OF HONEST RELATIONSHIP THING and has this growing realization that he's too much of a fuck up and EVERYTHING IS RUINED FOREVER OMG. And then he decides to ignore those feelings cos he is Mr Self Delusional and EVERYTHING WILL BE MAGIC OKOK let's kill some hos.
There are a lottt offff like. Dera is still where his RUBY!1 feelings are and sort of other issues that complicate it. He's trying to break that off, really, migrate his feelings elsewhere. But Mukuro is such a group dependent personality he doesn't know what to do if he doesn't have that groupdere but essentially his groupdere isn't functioning the way it should and it's CAUSING HIM STRESS |(.
UH IF YOU HAVE SPECIFIC QUESTIONS ABOUT CHANGES IN THE RELATIONSHIP ASK. Also reverse me.