HE ACTUALLY MADE THE DECISION TO BE MORE MUKURO DURING RUBYSPLOSION. HE TOLD KAWORU SO. But then when Luke challenged him to kill him he backed down and realized he couldn't make that commitment to be Mukuro Rokudou, scourge of the mafia or whatever.
HE ALSO KNOWS HE'S CRAZY. And half the time is ok with this and is like right crazy this is fun and who I am and it is all right. And half the time he hates it because he's out of control and it makes people not like him and he'd try to fix it but whatever. USUALLY THOUGH HE ENDS UP JUST GOING OKAY \O/ I'M CRAZY WHATEVER. Esp when he is feeling down.
COMMITTING TO BEING MUKURO DID MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR A BIT THOUGH because he could just sort of go along and do his own thing and not worry about anything. It helped settle him and make him less upset about everything. So he's . . . irritable and cranky again and trying to regain his personal balance.
MUKURO IS A NEUROTIC PERSONALITY in that he has at least two 'selves' he tries to keep organized and strives to be both at any given time but fails to be both cos they are disparate. :B So reorganization is trying to consolidate or commit to an identity but he can't. So he's just. Mentally juggling a lot. This cohabitation game sucks too cos he can't just have his space.
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HE ALSO KNOWS HE'S CRAZY. And half the time is ok with this and is like right crazy this is fun and who I am and it is all right. And half the time he hates it because he's out of control and it makes people not like him and he'd try to fix it but whatever. USUALLY THOUGH HE ENDS UP JUST GOING OKAY \O/ I'M CRAZY WHATEVER. Esp when he is feeling down.
COMMITTING TO BEING MUKURO DID MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR A BIT THOUGH because he could just sort of go along and do his own thing and not worry about anything. It helped settle him and make him less upset about everything. So he's . . . irritable and cranky again and trying to regain his personal balance.
MUKURO IS A NEUROTIC PERSONALITY in that he has at least two 'selves' he tries to keep organized and strives to be both at any given time but fails to be both cos they are disparate. :B So reorganization is trying to consolidate or commit to an identity but he can't. So he's just. Mentally juggling a lot. This cohabitation game sucks too cos he can't just have his space.
will you always disapprove of luke, dad!11