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Dragonfly || Hikaru Hitachiin ([personal profile] pitching) wrote in [personal profile] adharma 2011-06-09 04:28 pm (UTC)

That's the worst memory ever! Hooraaaaaaay! But now I see, I see.

Hikaru is finally settling down a bit, but he's a ball of mixed feelings at the moment. He had a talk with Kaworu which made him realize that people could already be dead before they came to Aather. You see, he never thought that this could even be a possibility. He just figured, "okay get memories back, figure out how to go back home, everything will be back to normal".

Because really, he hadn't taken this entire situation seriously up until this point. For example, he already knew that people could die in this game (the Cheshire's "death" slip was one of those reminders) but he kept putting this idea aside because he hadn't seen it happen yet. So now he has this bothersome thought in his brain about death that won't go away.

However, bickering with Natalia helps that bit. :B He feels rather comfortable about it, odd enough. While he likes his teammates to the point where he wants to help them win, he's still trying to find his spot on the team where it feels like he fits. His teammates seem to have been here for a while so they understand this weirdo world better than he does. So fighting with Natalia one-on-one makes him feel like he's sort of on equal terms with someone ... if that makes any sense at all. I just woke up so maybe it doesn't, oh well. :(

So I guess tl;dr, he's a bit shaken up over the death idea, but having his teammates around and bugging Natalia is keeping him from worrying too much about it. :U

So Mukuro. :U Isn't Luke adorable?

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