it is going to take her a while to deal. Until she gets her game-end memory she will never deal quite properly. But Vanille is very very good at pretending she has dealt, so while she is sads she is not showing sads anymore. Very perceptive people will notice she is not quite herself but she is an excellent faker. It will grow gradually less and less fake in time because she has her Cinnamon base to fall back on. So it is gradually recoverable but the dominating sense of failure in her traumallama memory has driven her to CONSTANT WORK ALL THE TIME OH MY GOD '^' MUST NOT BE USELESS
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it is going to take her a while to deal. Until she gets her game-end memory she will never deal quite properly. But Vanille is very very good at pretending she has dealt, so while she is sads she is not showing sads anymore. Very perceptive people will notice she is not quite herself but she is an excellent faker. It will grow gradually less and less fake in time because she has her Cinnamon base to fall back on. So it is gradually recoverable but the dominating sense of failure in her traumallama memory has driven her to CONSTANT WORK ALL THE TIME OH MY GOD '^' MUST NOT BE USELESS
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